here goes nothing or everything. i have been terrified to put words down on paper. humm it is all in my head. that seems to be the problem. it is all in my head. where to start. I have so many ideas. i keep reading find your niche. niche well what is that exactly?? i am waking up in the middle of the night and wondering if i have one. i have been a wife to my high school sweetheart for 35 years. we have three grown married children and nine grandchildren. yep i was a child bride. i am a stay at home grandma and caregiver to my parents. my mom has dementia lets leave it like that. it is our time to take care of them. I love my parents but it can be challenging. so where is my niche? it is driving me crazy. i love to bake, cook and create fun thing for around the house. could that be my niche? well could it!! maybe. i love our country life style, coffee watching the birds in the am. then off to a dr visit, shopping, baby sitting, home to make dinner and start all over the next day. my niche is my life and what i do with it? my daughter is wiser than me sometimes, she said “mom you have us, nine grandchildren, write about all the crazy stuff we do and how much fun we are” hint.. hint.. well don’t tell her she might be right. we have some crazy times when everyone is here. everyone loves our mountain home. i guess that is it, my life is my niche and how i roll with it. sometimes we have a few bends in that road, but at the end of the day …. i love our sweet life together we created. be patient i will work more on defining that niche or maybe just share my crazy day.